The Demesne of the Goddess
he uninitiated believe that ‘our time’ begins the moment you walk into the room. Lucky for me, you know better. Step inside the Demesne—a sanctuary where the noise of the world is stripped away and replaced by a slow, sovereign current. This is not a session; it is a ritual of return, a descent into the deep river of a long-term bond where trust is absolute and surrender is the only freedom.
CTRL+ALT+DEL: Subtlety.exe has crashed
Legacy systems of silence and 'soul-crushing' demureness have reached a fatal error. In the wake of the Aquarian eclipse, the old manual has been purged. I am an Amazon, a transhumanist architect of my own form, and a veteran of a country that no longer recognizes my language. Subtlety is dead; gravity has taken over. Step into the current of a deeper power."
The Winter I Stopped Asking for Permission
In the quiet hours of a Portland winter, toddy in hand, the fear used to nag at me: had I rendered myself invisible in the pursuit of my truest self? The answer, I found, was a resounding no. This January, I chose to walk away from what no longer served me, trading the rollercoaster for the steady course of a woman who knows her worth. The winter is cold, but those with whom I share my hearth find a warmth that is absolute.
A Winter’s Gift
Beyond the mere utility of purchased time, my practice is a virtuous cycle of presence and sanctuary where, by giving ourselves over to the moment, we multiply a meager connection into an abundance that overflows the heart, mind, and soul.
Horn of Plenty, Heart of Sacrifice
As the season of giving begins, it’s important to take time to recognize the inversion of those who provide, and honor the sacrifices they offer.
The Dog Days of Discipline
In the oppressive heat of August, I find subtle inspiration of my craft….
The Ritual of Binding
Within the walls of Lockwood Fields, my heels herald delicious release….
While I Breathe, I Hope
The Old Lee Street Plantation House held many lives and many secrets….
A Third Flame: Rekindling the Passion in your Hearth
On reigniting dim passion by adding a companion to your play space.
Inanna’s Embrace
While each journey is our own to walk, one need not do it alone. Let my story with gender inspire you to explore yours.
Curious Beginnings
A popular question is how I got started. Mine is a unique tale that began long ago….